The Beginning of Change for Me

Click Here To Watch The Video If It Doesn't Play Automatically.  The beginning of change for me started from the inside out!!  Transformation for me began when I decided to take care of my heart!!!  I had places in my heart that were broken... Failed relationships, family disagreements, hurts from church people, poverty, life in general, etc. etc. etc.  I didn't know these places needed healing so I lived my life the best I knew and I was happy in spite of them.

But the way I coped was to focus everywhere else besides on my pain....I ate and ate and ate and ate.....instead of facing the problems in my heart.  I also tried to fix everyone else instead of myself, I will probably get into that topic deeper at a later date because it is soooo huge of a problem area, but to generalize now, basically, I didn't want to face my own problems so I did everything I could not to look at them.  I got bigger and bigger and bigger!!!

Then one day a co-worker invited me to some prayer classes and I learned about open doors to our heart and how we can close them and release positive from God where negative was causing pain.  I started to practice this in my life every day....  I am not perfect at it and I still have to fight the negative but I started to allow God to heal me from the inside out and a few years later is when my sugar miracle happened..(Click Here to See that Story) So healing, for me, started on the inside for a few years before I started to see results on the outside!

So I encourage you today not to worry if you don't see results..... Start allowing God to heal your heart first,  positive will start to overcome negative, then you will see outward changes....I will show you how to actually allow God to heal your heart in future posts... For now, start asking God to prepare your heart for true transformation and change...

Love ya,
SoniaRai