I will start again one day but today I wanted to explain. I have learned sooooooo much in the last year that my head kinda took a spin. My way of thinking changed and it just felt like my whole world turned in a different direction than what I had ever expected.
I can't tell you everything because it would spoil what I have planned to do with my life. My biggest dream is to be a New York Best Seller Author and I am fully confident God will help me do this someday!! I have new book ideas flood my mind ever day!! I have two books already started and one finished. I want to pass the goodness of God in my life to all of you and anyone else who wants to read about it some day.
But for right now, I must love myself!!! And by that I mean, I must take some time out to focus on God and His plan for my life. I must find out what He is saying to me. He has recently called me to do some things I didn't know how to do so it is taking me a lot of time to learn how to do it....I apologize for not going into detail but I promise I will someday and you will enjoy learning about my recent journeys. They are quite amusing for someone my age!! I have been taking time out to seal everything I have learned in my mind and my spirit. I continue to learn every day. Love has been hard for me in the past but I am learning to love myself as I learn to love you.
I keep studying I Corinthians 13 and what that really looks like in real life. Sooooooooo to make this post a little shorter I will summarize: I love blogging and intend to pick it back up but for right now my focus is on preparing myself for my destiny which translates into knowing who I was created to be by taking the time to love myself.
I love you and I hope you take time to love yourself!!!
SoniaRai
